outlet

i just have to let it all out.
out let.

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

temptation.
why oh why are you alive???
why?
tell me.

every time i see you my heart feels very VERY heavy and i dont freakin know why.
well i kinda do.
shet.

so this is how it feels.
omg.

kunwari nood ng nood ka ng mga koreanovela. eh di immersed na immersed ka na sa world nila esp sa mga lalaki nila. haha.
tapos what would you do kung biglang na realize mo na lang na classmate mo na pala si Gong yoo?? well, at least yung kamukha niya. kamukhang kamukha.

shet. i kinda have an experience like that except hindi koreanovelas ang aking pinaghuhugutan.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

masyado siyang perfect!
perfect sa description ko ng perfect.


i want to cry.

sheds buckets of tears because of this fear and self-pity-for-being-so-pathetic feeling.