verbal diarrhea
okay..
i shall write anything that comes to my mind.
i want to rant actually
haha
anyway, here goes
i hate it when people feel like they know me tooooo damn much and with that "feeL"ing, they also feel compelled to control my life. because practically the only one who has the right to do so is my mother and she doesn't even attempt to. so eff u.
u can suggest you know, in a direct-but-still-in-the-melow-tone-of-a-suggestion but you can NEVER tell me to do things as if telling me its the ONLY way to do things and as if telling me i dont have any other choice in life. because i do and this is my life. so eff u.
a friend of mine is disturbed right now. in an amusing way coz she's so freaked out about the fact that she might be liking somebody right now and she just doesn't have any clue about this all-new-"warm-and-fuzzy" feeling inside of her. its amusing cause i few years ago i kinda went thru the same thing only then i was younger and weirder. haha. back then i knew nobody actually understood me. its crazy. but the thing is even if i can understand everything well not everything but like 75-85% of whatever she's going through right now, im compelled to not tell her what to do or what not to do. its not that im a sadist and that im enjoying the torment and agony she's been imposing on herself (but i have to be honest, it is amusing) its just that i think this is a very important experience for her. one she need to do alone and expereince alone. i know she's scared (as hell by the way) but she really should just remember that we, her friends will be here for her the entire journey but that we won't be playing the biggest of roles in this new chapter of her life. (naks chapter talaga). she may stumble and fall but were here to pick her up. although hopefully she doesn't stumble, she'll just.... fall.. (ahihihi)
anyway, she's really hating me right now. i can tell as she reads every single word of this post.
oh well.. :D
ive been listening to RX lately even if im really a MAGIC fan. i just realized that they really are pathetic. with Rico Robles and Tom Alvarez. trying to be all hif-hof and rnv and those shite. i mean i like rnb and hiphop but theyr way toooo muchof bling bling and such, ok, i dont make much sense anymore but whatever.
it seems that i haven't really learned my lesson from 3 years back. oh my. i shall overcome it in time. i shall. I WILL. pretty sure. definitely.
i tried a little experiment. i tried defying my usual praning ang responsible self by being irresponsible. ive never done it to this extent before, in high school, so it really was a new experience for me. and it wasn't fulfilling. it was wrong no matter how you see it. so now, i have come to the realization that i have to do something about it.
i shall write anything that comes to my mind.
i want to rant actually
haha
anyway, here goes
i hate it when people feel like they know me tooooo damn much and with that "feeL"ing, they also feel compelled to control my life. because practically the only one who has the right to do so is my mother and she doesn't even attempt to. so eff u.
u can suggest you know, in a direct-but-still-in-the-melow-tone-of-a-suggestion but you can NEVER tell me to do things as if telling me its the ONLY way to do things and as if telling me i dont have any other choice in life. because i do and this is my life. so eff u.
a friend of mine is disturbed right now. in an amusing way coz she's so freaked out about the fact that she might be liking somebody right now and she just doesn't have any clue about this all-new-"warm-and-fuzzy" feeling inside of her. its amusing cause i few years ago i kinda went thru the same thing only then i was younger and weirder. haha. back then i knew nobody actually understood me. its crazy. but the thing is even if i can understand everything well not everything but like 75-85% of whatever she's going through right now, im compelled to not tell her what to do or what not to do. its not that im a sadist and that im enjoying the torment and agony she's been imposing on herself (but i have to be honest, it is amusing) its just that i think this is a very important experience for her. one she need to do alone and expereince alone. i know she's scared (as hell by the way) but she really should just remember that we, her friends will be here for her the entire journey but that we won't be playing the biggest of roles in this new chapter of her life. (naks chapter talaga). she may stumble and fall but were here to pick her up. although hopefully she doesn't stumble, she'll just.... fall.. (ahihihi)
anyway, she's really hating me right now. i can tell as she reads every single word of this post.
oh well.. :D
ive been listening to RX lately even if im really a MAGIC fan. i just realized that they really are pathetic. with Rico Robles and Tom Alvarez. trying to be all hif-hof and rnv and those shite. i mean i like rnb and hiphop but theyr way toooo muchof bling bling and such, ok, i dont make much sense anymore but whatever.
it seems that i haven't really learned my lesson from 3 years back. oh my. i shall overcome it in time. i shall. I WILL. pretty sure. definitely.
i tried a little experiment. i tried defying my usual praning ang responsible self by being irresponsible. ive never done it to this extent before, in high school, so it really was a new experience for me. and it wasn't fulfilling. it was wrong no matter how you see it. so now, i have come to the realization that i have to do something about it.
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