doomed to the point of insanity

sunday for me was really sad.
monday for me was really sad.
today for me, is really sad. again.

anyway,
my two closest pals as of today has influenced my choice in music and in drama series..
the other one, i see everyday(night) is obssessed with an asian pop group which is popular in Kankoku and Nihon.. and i pretty much hear their songs everyday because she plays them ALOT.. like..all the time.

the second one, i see everyday too. we pretty much have the same classes except PE and were groupmates in almost all our projects. and well, in her case, i feel like i influenced her more than she did to me. haha.
well, she loves anime and since ive only been an anime fan quite recently, i get alot of information about it from her. she's also my source of anything jap..

so basically, what im trying to say is that im into asian pop and all that.
im kinda enjoying listening to alot of Jpop right now.
and quite recently, i have fallen in love with Jdramas. i was more of kdramas dati but now not that much anymore.

so in the end, im kinda falling in love with a jap actor who ive abhored since the past forever but with just that look and that hair, i have fallen into the abyss of insanity because i WANT him. haha.
i hated him in gokusen. i hated him in Hana Yori Dango.
but i love him in Boku wa Imouto ni Koi wo Suru -- "i love my younger sister" (a rather weird and freaky movie but its fun.. i guess..)

its all about the hair..

shite.