permit me to be realistic
hi friends!
i officially think im gonna leave admu soon. as in soon.
ill be getting a F and a D. so not only am i gonna be double dead, my soul shall also be extinguished. well. in terms of my scholarship. the only thing that keeps me here in admu. its really weird. never as in NEVER in my life did i ever get these grades. this will be my first and my last. (because by the time im back in cdo, ill study my ass off like never before)
i will get an A this sem but only one among 6 subjects. im doing good with histo and accounting. illl get an A for histo (provided my teacher doesn't change her mind) and at least a B for accounting (my quizzes are really okay and my long test are at the reange of 3s) and im doing fairly well with fil which i think wil give me another C and psych which will at the most be a B. then there's sci10. i failed all my long tests so i guess ill have to flush my hopes of staying here down the drain. and then there's pe. that stupid stinking PE. goddamn him if he gives me a F. i swear ill curse him if he does. but wait there's more! i actually thought i have a future in law. but lo and behold i have confirmed i dont. i just saw the LAW midterm results and it sucks. really sucks. perhaps because i sucked or our prof also sucks. (most of the students from ur section belonged to the lower part of the list). i passed but it sucked.
so there! if indeed ill leave admu ill just go back in cdo and take up accounting. ill shift my focus on that. and i can always not enroll for next sem. ill be on hiatus then enroll the following year. and if ever wengy, a dear close friend decides to enroll also that semester, then there would be two of us freshmen in the barkada while everyone else is a junior.
i know this is not a topic that should be taken lightly but as of this moment i am in a state of trance and i think i have not fully grasped the reality of each and every letter that my laptop's monitor produces as i press the keyboard. so im just taking things lightly as of the moment. ill just let the tears fall some other time.
come to think of it, if i leave manila, i wouldn't miss anything much. except school i guess. i hav always locked myself up here in katipunan. soo looserish noh? whatever. i have never really went partying here yet. i haven't even been to Greenhills and Greenbelt. i technically dont have a night life. ill miss the independence i guess but i miss my mom so much right now nothing else would really matter but her company.
so to ll my cdo friends, please do accpet me with open arms when i do get back. thank you. :D
anyway, i still have finals for law on saturday. ill do this one last leg of this rollercoaster semester then ill be off nursing my scarred soul (which will soon be extinguished) in baguio.
i officially think im gonna leave admu soon. as in soon.
ill be getting a F and a D. so not only am i gonna be double dead, my soul shall also be extinguished. well. in terms of my scholarship. the only thing that keeps me here in admu. its really weird. never as in NEVER in my life did i ever get these grades. this will be my first and my last. (because by the time im back in cdo, ill study my ass off like never before)
i will get an A this sem but only one among 6 subjects. im doing good with histo and accounting. illl get an A for histo (provided my teacher doesn't change her mind) and at least a B for accounting (my quizzes are really okay and my long test are at the reange of 3s) and im doing fairly well with fil which i think wil give me another C and psych which will at the most be a B. then there's sci10. i failed all my long tests so i guess ill have to flush my hopes of staying here down the drain. and then there's pe. that stupid stinking PE. goddamn him if he gives me a F. i swear ill curse him if he does. but wait there's more! i actually thought i have a future in law. but lo and behold i have confirmed i dont. i just saw the LAW midterm results and it sucks. really sucks. perhaps because i sucked or our prof also sucks. (most of the students from ur section belonged to the lower part of the list). i passed but it sucked.
so there! if indeed ill leave admu ill just go back in cdo and take up accounting. ill shift my focus on that. and i can always not enroll for next sem. ill be on hiatus then enroll the following year. and if ever wengy, a dear close friend decides to enroll also that semester, then there would be two of us freshmen in the barkada while everyone else is a junior.
i know this is not a topic that should be taken lightly but as of this moment i am in a state of trance and i think i have not fully grasped the reality of each and every letter that my laptop's monitor produces as i press the keyboard. so im just taking things lightly as of the moment. ill just let the tears fall some other time.
come to think of it, if i leave manila, i wouldn't miss anything much. except school i guess. i hav always locked myself up here in katipunan. soo looserish noh? whatever. i have never really went partying here yet. i haven't even been to Greenhills and Greenbelt. i technically dont have a night life. ill miss the independence i guess but i miss my mom so much right now nothing else would really matter but her company.
so to ll my cdo friends, please do accpet me with open arms when i do get back. thank you. :D
anyway, i still have finals for law on saturday. ill do this one last leg of this rollercoaster semester then ill be off nursing my scarred soul (which will soon be extinguished) in baguio.
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