addicione
ang adik ko.
haha. selfconfessed b maxado?
i dont hit the pot though. haha. lol! taw oi, i dont smoke pot. dont even smoke smoke. haha! how in the world can you smoke smoke di ba?
oh di ba? adik talaga ako.
so what triggered me to write this post?
i dont know really. i just felt like posting.
on a side note,
did you know that Sun Yat-sen likened the people of China to a "heap of loose sand".
according to his "Three People's Principles"
okay so thats a long story. but his main point is, as i recalled it, was that China needed to focus on national solidarity where everyone is equal and democracy had a voice. or something like that. (in fairness, im applying what i learned from histo here ha? lol!)
anyway, i feel like my life is like a heap of loose sand. i've been trying to keep everything in my life glued together but its one of my hopeless endeavors as of the moment.
honestly, i think im in hell.
hell really.
hell.
and the devil. well, the devil is me.
i torture myself. kinda like self-inflicted pain or all that.
the moment i made the choice of moving here in manila to study in THAT school, I entered hell. That should feel like home right? im an imp after all. but no no no.
i dont like it.
i hate it.
but im sticking by it.
even if it kills me.
its one of those blind choices in life you know.
im fond of not thinking too much about things. i dont like dwelling very deep iinto all the aspects of my dark life because its depressing.
its like emotion overload for the heart as it is information overload for the brain.
or something like that.
so im gonna go thru this like that. by not thinking much about what im doing then i might come out of this alive and sane.
anyway,
this post is just about having an outlet for all my kaadikan.
anyway, it feels like its t-th today.
and its not once that ive asked people if its tuesday or thursday today. although everything about today says that its a wednesday. how adik can i be?
haha. selfconfessed b maxado?
i dont hit the pot though. haha. lol! taw oi, i dont smoke pot. dont even smoke smoke. haha! how in the world can you smoke smoke di ba?
oh di ba? adik talaga ako.
so what triggered me to write this post?
i dont know really. i just felt like posting.
on a side note,
did you know that Sun Yat-sen likened the people of China to a "heap of loose sand".
according to his "Three People's Principles"
okay so thats a long story. but his main point is, as i recalled it, was that China needed to focus on national solidarity where everyone is equal and democracy had a voice. or something like that. (in fairness, im applying what i learned from histo here ha? lol!)
anyway, i feel like my life is like a heap of loose sand. i've been trying to keep everything in my life glued together but its one of my hopeless endeavors as of the moment.
honestly, i think im in hell.
hell really.
hell.
and the devil. well, the devil is me.
i torture myself. kinda like self-inflicted pain or all that.
the moment i made the choice of moving here in manila to study in THAT school, I entered hell. That should feel like home right? im an imp after all. but no no no.
i dont like it.
i hate it.
but im sticking by it.
even if it kills me.
its one of those blind choices in life you know.
im fond of not thinking too much about things. i dont like dwelling very deep iinto all the aspects of my dark life because its depressing.
its like emotion overload for the heart as it is information overload for the brain.
or something like that.
so im gonna go thru this like that. by not thinking much about what im doing then i might come out of this alive and sane.
anyway,
this post is just about having an outlet for all my kaadikan.
anyway, it feels like its t-th today.
and its not once that ive asked people if its tuesday or thursday today. although everything about today says that its a wednesday. how adik can i be?
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