can somebody please shoot me.

i am in dire need of a wakeup call.
i need to snap out of myself. can somebody just kill me?
i need to not exist.

internet is such a blessing and a curse! i hate it. i really hate when you dont really need it but you want it enough to stay in front of your computer for hours on end just surfing the internet. for nothing significant or all that.
its effing stupid already.

i need to wake up! and dont expect me to wake myself up although i am well aware of my petty condition. mind you, this state of mind is very comfortable. although, when you really come to think of it, itll give me more headaches in the long run.



gaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!
i hate me.

i need to die. really, please shoot and kill me.