hay naku..

waaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

ayoko na.. i dont like it anymore... pero gusto ko pa rin.. labo!

uwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!

parang ayoko ko nang bumalik ng MNLA.. ahuhuhu.. pero on the other hand.. dreams ko ang nandun so i shouldnt give up..

actually, nagdadrama lng ako ngayon.. kaya even if i say over n over again that i dont want to go back in Manila, i will still go back..

kasi naman! ive bonded with my friends soo much! its kinda hard to let it all go.. all the fun and the kiats.. grabeh.. i missed their company soo much! (kaya bumabawi ako ngayon..) kahit yung mga senseless conversations..the thought that I'm with my true friends.. the feeling that I'm with the very people whose been there through all the drama and kiat in my life.. hahaay.. i Will really really miss it..

and it would be at least five months before i can experience kiat with them again.. or.. chances are.. if hindi ako makakauwi ng sembreak n xmasbreak n knowing that i have summer classes next summer, it might take me more that a freak'n year to see them all again.. how sad can my life be? bwiset.. pakshet..

when i go back to mnla, quiet, reserved, behave and soo not me na naman ako.. plus! puro aral na naman.. ang boring ng life ko dun.. hahaay.. the price you pay for trying to reach your dreams.. ang drama..

next next sunday pa naman ako aalis dto patungong mnla.. pero parang gusto ko nang kalimutan na may flight pala ako.. it feels like the idea of leaving is eating me alive.. pero oh well.. i really just have to make full use of the time i have left to spend with them..

kailangan ko magbaon ng memories..

tapos! balik mnla na naman..

hay naku..