three in one

three blogs in one post.
wrote these on different parts of the day.
just felt like gushing out some verbal diarrhea on my part.
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satisfied

i am happy today.

haha.

although i am a little bit disappointed at myself although i think i do deserve a little spanking by myself i think i will just have to dwell on my happiness.

haay.

i think i can survive.

dapat kasi summer classes na lang sched ko bawat sem. ung tipong 2 classes lang everyday for six weeks. masaya yun! nakakaconcentrate ka sa bawat subject! masaya pa!

good thing i had my eco111 this summer or else i would have already committed suicide. wee. happy day.

i think i should have more days like this!

Q.P.I.,
damn i gonna raise you from hell!

waaaahaa. declaration of war to the self.

wala lang.
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gubot

parang kailangan ko yatang magretreat nang mapagnilaynilayan ko ang mga katanghangan pinagagagawa ko sa buhay na ito.

kailangan na gyud nako i.screen akong thoughts. gubot man gud. ug hugaw kaayo. messy and filled with shite.

pero feeling ko naman sa kabila ng lahat ng kasiraan ko sa ulo may kaayusan rin naman akong nakita.

katong weekend daghan lang kaayo na nafeel. kabuang gyud. gubot. pero tungod adto nadistract nako sa mga things na nagbother sako before ko nilakaw. it was refreshing at the same time burdening.

new myths replaced the old ones.

shite. i need to clear my mind na gyud siguro.


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sorry

person,

sorry. sorry. sorry.
i feel like i took advantage of you.
sorry.
i also feel like ive been putting too much pressure on you.
or rather on myself too and then i let it all out on you.
sorry.


sorry. sorry. sorry.
sorry for hurting you.
sorry.
intentionally or unintentionally.
sorry.
sorry.

ill try my best to keep away na lang.

because people say that sometimes its better to let go or let the ones you love breathe by giving them space.
and i feel like i totally violated your privacy and personal space.

most importantly, i feel like ive scared and scarred you somehow. sorry. really. very. sorry.

sorry.

for your sake, i have to stay awaaaaaaaaaaaay.
as i am now.

sorry,
person.

really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really sorry.

sincerely, i am sorry.