sibling factor
..thou shall ignore this rubbish..
one of my brothers (of four) is getting married in july. for the past three years, i have been attending weddings of immediate family members as a bridesmaid. two, this july wedding will be the second, of which are my brothers'. this upcoming wedding shouldn't really be a big surprise or a problem for me because on way or the other i am bound to have sisterssss-in-law. only a moment of nostalgia filled my surroundings a few moments ago. this brother of mine, well were not that close but were close enough and he was always the one who encouraged me on all my academic endeavors. he always pushed me to do my best. well, mostly on my studies and on my various possible careers, heck, i got my knack for history from him. i think, of all my brothers, he has one of the greatest influence on me. and he's getting married to a girl whose been coming to our house on special occasions for the past 10 years and yet, it is only now that i realized that she's always been a stranger to me. and i have to deal with her for the next forever of my life.
while the fact is that this bro of mine and i don't really have a deep emotional connection, he's pretty much one of my closest sibling although among all of us, i also find him quite distant. anyhow, he's getting married to a stranger. but i can't get in the way. haha. i never knew i had i a brother complex.
hmmn, just so you know, i'm the youngest and the only daughter of my family. which is of course both a blessing and a curse.
well, its just for now.
a few days later, i wouldn't care.
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