chekka lang

warning: this is a vis-lish (visaya english) post

akong neighbor and childhood friend nga medyo wala na nako gistorya for the past 8 years kay "we grew apart" among drama basta super kinda close me sa una unya kami kami ra pud gani tong playmates. pero wala. one day wala na mi nagtalk ever.

he's eccentric and into the religious biblical stuff. one hell of a smart person pero nerd na ang dating unya kay basta i found him scary na so wala na gyud mi nagtalk and everytime we see each other hi ug hello lang with matching a dismissed awkward silence. so anyhow, i was sort of settled with the fact that he is in fact an eccentric geeky person and i felt we'll never ever connect na. unlike sa una.

so.. much to my surprise sa friendster ning anam na ug ka.vain ang kagwang. haha. as in. scary na bitaw. vain man ko pero for a guy his level of vanity was waaaay beyond me. so much to my shock and horror napud siguro.. naka.uyab na pud ang buang. waaaaaahaha. in fairness, nakauyab gyud siya. and murag seriousness gyud ni.

you see, kami sa neighborhood, we were kinda saying na never na jud siguro siya makauyab bah. kanang basin magpari na lang or something so this thing is really something! haha.

so basically, nagchange gyud lugar siya. 

so people, no matter how eccentric they are, are still capable of changing. which means i stil have hope! lol. haha. 

and then came the envy. he has one booming lovelife and i on the other hand well.. i don't really know the true status of my love life seeing that this aspect of my life has long been nonexistent and if it does happen to go in full bloom will, it'll definitely be complicated.

so then i realized why i had to envy him and then why i am envying all the people in the world who are in love or in a relationship. why do i have to want to be in love when my life is fine already as it is.

so anyway, the chekka is nakauyab na akong childhood friend na wala na nako gistorya for the past 8 years and i must say im actually happy for him. :D