when words fail you

i never expected my semester to be this way, to end this way.

i never expected to have met a WHOLE lot of new friends from the extreme ends of the spectrum that is the Ateneo life.

i never expected i would be able to entrust my life, my grades, my sanity and my being to those who started out this sem as strangers to me.

i never expected i would be able to actually meet the bigger world/community of LM people in my batch.

i never expected to be so mediocre this sem, except marketing. definitely not marketing. we sacrificed everything for marketing. BLOOD. SWEAT. SLEEP. and. TEARS.

i never expected that i would witness the BLUE EAGLE BONFIRE in my entire lifetime or stay here in ATENEO. damn it feels good!
nor did i expect that i would witness the championship game LIVE! i was there!!! i was cheering my lungs out and we won! haha. it beats the tv experience. totally.

i never expected i would meet new genuine friends. one of which stood out. i thank you very dearly, my friend, and ill find a way to repay you.

i never expected to meet the waleyest person of all in my life, this sem. never. but i did. and such person is waley not because s/he is. but s/he chooses to. waley. waleydom to the world.

i never expected to meet the president of the FISHERIES inc. damn! YOU are so damn good at fishing!!! mangingisda ka, dude! (not that its a bad thing but i am extremely awed by your craftiness)

i never expected to not have missed my super friends that much anymore. perhaps, well because, i met new friends this sem and they are all HEALTHY to be with, meaning good influences but they also know how to have some really kick-ass fun.

i never expected to have the cutest waleyest prof this sem. haha. kang.

i never expected that my decision to sign-up for a marketing class with "TBA" as a professor would actually be my best this sem. damn! i want to be just like her. haha. filthy rich, glamorous but above all, the best marketing prof there is in the world. not for the reasons of technicality but for the fact that she showed us how to have fun and encouraged us all throughout the sem, to reach our dreams.

i never expected to meet the most bi-polar-personality-of-a-person ever in my life, this sem. but i appreciate his LIFE skills dearly. truly. deeply.

i never expected to have something i hoped for be crushed into pieces. i mean i always was short in this one goal i have been having for three years but this other goal. just this one other goal. which i shared with all these other amazing group of 4 este 5 people would be crushed. i mean, im used to having my dreams crushed but it was heartbreaking to see them see our dream be shattered the way it did. i hate you tawainese/hongkong girl.

i have had so many other unexpected events/moments/stuff(s) this sem but words are not enough.

to all the people who have touched my life this sem.

thank you. :)

it was one hell of a journey and im glad i shared it all with you.




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shit. ang drama. haha.
epekto toh ng wala. wala nang gagawin.

WALA. because the sem is OVER.