in pain

i just had this crazy stomach ache.
it felt like i was hungry but then i was pretty sure i ate already then i tried eating but the pain just didnt subside which meant that i wasn't really that hungry then there's this thing when i felt like taking a dump but then nothing came so i thought i didnt eat anything which was why i thought of eating.
anyway, its still semi in pain right now. and i dont understand why.
its creeping me out.
but i guess im fine now seeing that i am able to write this post.

alot of interesting things have been going on in my life lately. im in a generally happy place and even though there are things in my life which i want to erase from history, i am moving on. and even though i am still living an unhealthy and nocturnal lifestyle, which was supposedly cured back in cdo, i think i am happy. its great to let go of the things of the past that bothered you to insanity. we all have to remember that we have lives to live. its a good thing that thought has come to my attention lately because i have dismissed it for quite sometime now.

anyway, my stomach is making weird sounds as i write this.
but i just ate so im not really hungry. perhaps im gonna get sick with something fatal? haha. just kidding. im gonna be fine. im always gonna be fine.

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