hmmn..

to anyone who doesn't really care, dont mind me..

anyway, sa akong mga gipangbati karon.. gasagul silang tanan..
i have lots and lots of papers due this week.. with reports from left to write and long test here and there but here i am--blogging. so good luck na lang to me noh??

so, ang nagtrigger sa ako para mag.post ani kay ang graduation sa ni sunod na batch sa amo sa xuhs.. wala lang.. im happy for them pero naglagot ko nganung sa XU main gym ilang graduation unya amo kay sa XUHS cov courts lang!!!! grrr!!!! naibog q.. huhu..

pero gosh! kung ni.graduate n sila, meaning hapit na mahuman akong freshman year sa college kay muabot na man sila diri.. actually, paggawas pa lang sa results sa ACET feeling nako nahuman na akong freshman year.. alangan naman! ang nakapost kay "RESULTS OF APPLICATIONS FOR INCOMING FRESHMEN FOR SY 2007-2008 ............." ingnun ba gud ka nga naa nay bag.ong freshmen na wala pa ka nahuman sa imung term??? oh well..
but come to think about it, my freshman year is far from over. this week and last week and the week after this are HELL weekSSS for me. nag.waste man gud ko ug time during the sem so im cramign things. hahaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy..............

i have an english research paper due tomorow. but i learned only recently, like 15 minutes ago, that it has been moved to wednesday. i don't really know if i should see that as a good thing or a bad thing. i have my entire week planned out na, although i don't really follow it. anyway, good thing our libe (library) is open on sundays... thats why im here, writing this, when actually i should have been researching. pero i think i need a break. my stomach is really painful/ acidic(?) from drinking too much coffee. i was hoping i would master the ability of not sleeping by injecting lots and lots of caffeine in my system. too bad it didn't work. i got to sleep for 2 hours, then i extended for two more.  which of dourse i a great sign telling me that too muuch coffe is bad for doing papers.

just an insight, fr. chris told me that my senior year in high school would have to be the most hectic in my life.  true, true.. i remembered we had a play, a journal/whtever/bookeeping manual for accounting, a MAth board game, a retreat, an election (which i organized and was well, blown out of proportion by myself din), orals for morality, 10year plan for economics, oh and yeah! the ever-so-ardious term paper! and of course, FINAL exams. all of those in a span of 3 weeks?? thats as far as my memory would take me.
but that was a happy/fun/bonding moments for everybody in class. it was wonderful. we would stay uplate and it would be obvious the next day because we all end up comparing our eyebagsssssssssssssss.  it didn't seem so difficult then. it was--fun.
but right now, i have a research paper in fil and english, a play and an orals for literature, an exam and project fro lab, a very looooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggg test for calculus, a project and quiz on natsci for a very looooooooooooooooooooooooong chapter. all of these upcoming this very week. of course, you would think that of course this week of deadlines should not really bother me becasue i had TIME to all these before but that TIME was a time well wasted! hehe.. so technically, im craming my heart out. i might really go absolutely insane soon. if i can just finish this week, i can say that i have had my time on earth and i can die.  what's more sad is that im doing this alone. alone kasi i dont have the usual people, i do all these projects and craming with. *gosh! senti..* hahaaay.. these are times when you would truly miss your classmates, you friends back in high school. i miss them..

another thing, this is only my freshman year, and its really difficult becasue of the adjustment and all and they say that the worse is yet to come. i have accounting, the subject from hell of the john gokongwei school of management, next year. but wait there's more! i still have to face a certain subject named marketing partenered with operation management on my junior year. hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy.. i makes me want to go back the days when i said to myself that i can survive admu.. i do hope i was not wrong..